"You say that you don't need anybody for anything, since your own qualities...are so great there is nothing you lack.... You want your reputation and your influence to saturate all mankind, so to speak."
-Plato, Alcibiades I, 104a-105c.
Many graduates are "excited" to go out in the world and "make a difference." Commencement speakers are paid $40,000 to vomit prosaic aphorisms, and no one really listens. Or do they? "Change the world." I would be excited at the prospect of changing the world--to be sure--but I also suspect there is something more sinister in this ambition. We are taught to respect those with high ambitions, but I have always been suspicious. As always, we must look to the classics.
Lucan tells of a General Julius Caesar (not yet ruler) sighing wistfully at the Sphinx, lamenting that he, at the same age as the immortalized Pharoah, had not yet ruled an empire. There is a famous painting of Napoleon staring longingly at the same scene. I attach it here. Ambition to change the world, but all a projection of their own egos. I always wondered why Dante placed Caesar in Limbo and not in Hell...
I never trust ambitious people -- they are the most disordered people that you can meet. They would gladly sacrifice both you or I to get ahead, and to them the world is nothing more than an arena for them to play out the dramas of their own glories and shames. Remember Nero.
I could not end without recalling the lessons of Plato. Socrates was once mentor (lover, even) of the most ambitious youth in Athens: Alcibiades. Alcibiades was the most handsome, the richest, the noblest of blood, and the most naturally talented of all the youths. It seemed only naturally that he was "born to rule." And he knew it... Plato's Alcibiades showcases the venerable Socrates in an attempt to humble Alcibiades. Through his methods, he forces him to admit that no one can rule without first improving and ordering themselves, and that Alcibiades' constant reliance on his natural abilities and the unearned trappings of his social position would never be enough. However, pride seldom admits of discipline, and Alcibiades abandoned the task Socrates set for him, instead preferring to follow the reckless path of his own ambition, untempered by any training in virtue or philosophy. Everyone in the classical world knew how Alcibiades ended up. In a major naval battle during which he was serving as admiral, he was defeated and forced to retreat. In doing so, he violated the law of Athens that dictated the bodies of the dead be picked up. This was not the first religious violation for Alcibiades--as a young man he was charged with desecrating statutes of the gods. No surprise that impiety and pride go hand in hand (think of Milton's famous depiction of Lucifer, "Better to reign in Hell..."). Alcibiades was banished, and defected to the enemy's side. He lived out the rest of his life in obscurity, cast out from the nation he was expected to have ruled. The message is this: in neglecting to pursue discipline and reach for higher goals than his ego, Alcibiades ultimately lost everything.
In setting out on very beginning of "the road of their lives," college graduates ought to remember the arrogance of Alcibiades and his unhappy result. Even if he were successful in his ambitions, would he have been happy? Of course not, as even the accomplished tyrant is said to be filled with constant anxiety and despair, and he has no real friends. Republic VIII. (One could recall Kierkegaard's vivid depiction of Nero and the desperate attempts he makes to inject brief amounts of amusement into his empty existence).
What are our ambitions? If they are fame, power, or influence, then we are pursuing a phantom.

